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by tearsxunseen Jan 30, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
This pain inside me is burning a hole in my heart. i'm sick of everyone thinking I'm so happy and smart. I't getting harder and harder to cover it with a smile. maybe when they wake up and discover i'm not there they will realize that what they did to me was unfair I crawl out of bed and walk to the lake i guess my whole life is just a mistake I climb into the water and swim to the middle I let go of myself and start to sink When the water fills my eyes i don't bother to blink I feel life pour out of me like water from a waterfall Then all of a sudden I don't feel any life at all I finally feel secure Some one's drying the tears from my eyes When my family wakes up they will be in for a surprise.