My friend was me

My friend where did you go?

Now that your gone I have nothing left to hold.

Why did you leave me all alone?

Now I'm sitting here by myself at home.

Since you left I've done nothing but stress,

Without you here I no longer believe I'm better than the rest.

When your not here I can't be brave and strong,

I'm only dumb and always wrong.

Ever since you left people are starting to notice the change in me,

and its not for the better, but for the worst indeed.

I am no longer happy, but only feel emotions of sad,

Did I mention I'm always angry and mad?

I wish you would just come back,

because when you are here there is nothing I lack.

I miss the feeling of being on top of the world,

the days when I felt safe and bold.

What did I do wrong that pushed you away?

Maybe things would be different if I listened to what you had to say.

I'm sorry I took you for granite, and ignored you,

Now I realize that I am the one thats making myself feel blue.

If I only recognized I am my own best friend,

if I held on tight I could push through til the end.

Instead I let my eyes blind me from the light,

Forgetting all the things in my life that are right.

I hope its not to late to get myself out of this spot,

Otherwise I will always be alone with my battles left unfought.

All this time I thought you left me alone on this ride,

When the whole time it was you I confide.

Thank you for being my best friend,

I know you'll be here until the very end...

Did I mention that I am my own best friend?