A lost memory...recalled like the haze of a foggy winter morning
as the drops of rain continue to condense slowly on my window...
they reflect the warm tear drops on my frozen cheeks
you have become a far shattered dream...that seems like the latest phase of trying to hold on to you
you're no longer a reality my sweet...visiting me in these reoccurring fantasies
to be nothing but a dream of a 10 year old fan of a superstar
but you my shooting star, penetrated very fast to the highest skies
...and melted out of my sight...but my dear,
you never taught me how to reach out for the stars...
i ask myself...who's sky did u soar to? whom did u want to sweep u?
who's dream do u witness every night? and one more question my friend...
why did u fly so high?...did i breathe too hard? or my dreams no longer made u rise?
stars are to fight for...and maybe i didn't fight right...i fought with the weakest weapon
i fought with my heart...i fought with the word of love, and i lost...
i wish u had a say about my thoughts of you...like u had Ur say about your feelings for me
maybe if you would tell these illusions to leave me they would never come back again...
just like you...they would never come back again
as i look on to the pouring clouds...on a night like this your visit is for sure denied
a star like you is out in some blue clear sky...where theres no place for these droplets...
but unluckily for me...my sky will continue to pour tears...for you eternally left it...
but my fear hangs with a thought of my loyalty for you...that might linger on forever true
Cheer up my destiny, for the winds of time will sure take you far away...
but your soft light will always shine where no wind can blow and where no human can be
in the midst of the past and the future, between now and forever, you'll always kindle the spark of my heart
with love...my love
