Sixteen stolen tablets

Sixteen stolen tablets
Weren't quite enough
Sixteen stolen tablets
Couldn't freeze my blood.

I even did the research
And calculated
The concentration.
I even thought I was dying
And felt the instant
Elation.

So I looked up some new methods.
Typed in "How to die."
But nothing I seem to do
Can kill me, but I'll still try.

I drank enough vodka
To kill an adult man
But it didn't seem to kill me,
I hope something can…

I carved your name
On my skin
And let the blood spill out,
But I'm still here
I know I’ll figure it out.

I'll hang myself
With my belt
And take these drugs
You dealt
And fly to my home.

The drug I call lies
The home I call the skies.