Hurting

I feel like I am gunna die
as this is my last breath,
for what i did to hurt you
The punishment should be death.

The days seem to be slowly passing
and I cant get you out of my mind,
Something tells me that i need to love you
and to leave my past behind.

Now that I\'m sitting here all alone
I have been given the chance to think
I want everthing to be okay with us
I want to fix it all with a blink.

As tears pour constantly down my cheeks
all I can think of is you,
I cant believe i ruined something so good
and now i am deciding on what to do.

I think about suicide for a long moment
thinking about cutting, burning, hitting, and overdosing,
I say \"I am sorry\" to the whole world
cuz now my eyes are forever closing.