Now You See Me

by Cathy   Jan 31, 2007


I paint a picture in my mind
of your reaction when you see me next time
In my picture I totally changed my hair
attracting all the men and smiling as they stare
I changed the color of my eyes
so that next time you wont recognize
the person that you left on that cold winter night
the eyes you will now look into are now shining bright
I even slimmed down, just a little since before
a couple of sizes smaller since you walked out my door
I even changed the top, my breast are so brand new
Am I now the type of girl thats allowed to be with you?

Do I finally add up to what you wanted in the past?
If I looked like this before would our relationship have last
Do I finally look beautiful, through your brown eyes?
am I no longer the fat girl that you use to despise?
well than take a good hard look of what I now became
since I felt so horrible before I thought its time to change
So I changed myself all up, to try to show you
that beauty is not whats on the outside but whats in the inside to
Now I see all these guys they gawk when I walk by
but I just smile and wave I don't share any of my time
Cause I want someone who's true someone completely different from you

Someone to love me for all the reasons that you didn't
In case you are confused that is just a hint
to let you know that I will no longer give you any of my time
I will find another man to make mine
look all you want I did this all for me
made myself more beautiful so that you can finally see
that all of your insults, and the way you brought me down
could never ever again turn my smiles into frowns
cause I now see you looking wishing I was yours
but don't you remember that night when you walked out my door
you said that I was ugly and I'm just getting fat
U said no one would want me and that would be a fact
and now its pretty funny looking at your face
gawking at my body your such a disgrace
you'll never know real beauty or you wouldn't have threw it away
Beauty is not in my looks but the love I had for you everyday

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  • 17 years ago

    by Romantic Lover

    Very emotional.
    Nicely written with a lot of feeling.

  • 17 years ago

    by Krzysztof J

    Wow, good girl this poem filled me with a sence of inspiration and hope :) i enjoyed reading it 5/5

  • 17 years ago

    by Anonymous Angel

    An amazing poem, so sad and full of emotion..i absolutely love it =) 5/5

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