Leaving blind and broken

Letting everything i know and feel
go
not letting anything effect our friendship
but i can't let it go on any more
i need you to know
i love looking at your eyes
when you smile i melt inside
when we talk its as if we are intellectuals of an adult standard
i like to be around you
i love to talk to you
and the fact that you will not ever fell the same is destrying me inside
i write and think and some how my thoughts always go back to you
i want you here with me to see my breaking heart
but worst of all
i want you to fix it