He dosent and probablly will never know this

Hes like the sweetest most understanding hot guy ever I like him a lot but we live kinda sorta far in a way people say its far but its not far to me I would hijack a car just to see him even if it were only for a little while my heart jumps and I get so excited everytime I See a text message from him (I know I'm lame) he makes me feel pretty and sexy he makes me feel special and he understands me more then a lot of people do that have known me for like ever he takes the time to talk to me (sometimes) I want him so badly but I donâ??t think he wants me I have a lot in common with this guy and some of the stuff is really weird I just wanna lay next to him or have him hold me and never let go I wanna kiss him : ] but if only he knew that all this stuff was true. If only he knewâ?¦..