Im sick of you

I'm so sick of the empty stare
and the words you say that don't matter
I'm sick of the hugs that didn't mean a thing
I'm sick of the feeling i get when when you come around
I'm sick of the ache in my heart
when you talk about her
I'm so sick of you
the smile that makes me melt
and those puppy dog eyes
I'm just sick of it
and maybe nobody will understand
but the point is i hate you
as i put the pen to this paper
the word just pour out
the truth
and i mean every single bit of it
don't take it lightly
tears are in my eyes
cause i don't want to love you
but i don't know what to do
I'm sick of you