Fallen

Fallen.
By: Kitty
-Dedicated to Kevin Snider-

Its not that I am falling for you
Its that I have fallen for you.
You were the one who made me smile.
My reason to laugh.
The reason I couldn't wait all week to see you.
The reason I was always happy.
The reason I felt so safe when I was with you.
My reason to live.
But out of nowhere,
You turned into the reason I didn't want.
Your now the reason I cry myself to sleep.
Only to wake up to more tears.
Your the reason I feel week, sick and raw.
Your the reason I haven't eaten in forever.
Your the reason I scream to my friends.
Your the reason for my Pain.
And yet I wonder why I still love you.
Right now.
More than anything in this world.
But Of course.......
Falling feels like flying, Until you hit The Ground.