Just when you think its all over its only just begun,
you think to yourself what have i done?
To deserve this suffering to deserve this pain?
to have your heart torn again and again.
You loose your heart you loose your mind,
you wonder what it is that they're trying to find.
All of your memories get lost along the way,
you have to start a new life just like its another day.
The pain becomes harder it drives you insane,
you search for the light but all you see is the rain.
The anger builds up until you pop,
the tears keep running they never seem to stop.
All you want to do is scream and shout,
but its locked away and doesn't come out.
Its nice to have someone to hold your hand,
but all you really want is for them to understand.
All you can do is cut your skin,
its a way of dealing with the pain within.
Then when it all becomes too much you cut just a little too deep,
you know the pain will never come back because you've fallen asleep.
