Regret of marriage

Someday...somewhere
about 6 months ago
i accepted to share
a life of sorrow

i nodded with consent
for better or for worse
for all that marriage meant
being a good wife ofcourse

never did i know
that love wasn't to exist
and i finally saw
what i really missed

time quickly went by
and all i thought about
was how hard we fight
and how we scream and shout

when the going gets tough
you need a shoulder to lean on
but i already had enough
and i was left to grieve all alone

i don't want him and its what i know
and all i can think of is getting a divorce
but too late now with no place to go
i will continue suffering with my regretful choice

its crazy that i ever thought
marriage can go on without love
i tried to forget and i fought
forcing myself to like it but i lost...

today i celebrate my wasted years
on someone i wish i never met
and crying a river of tears
for a yes i should have never said...