Losing the Battle

Sorrow surrounds me
I scream out your name
Darkness engulfs me
I cant stop the pain.

Nothingness overwhelms me
I cant find a way out
Monsters attacking
As I scream and I shout.

No one's listening
The tears start to fall
I'm fading fast
Alone after all.

Theres no escaping
The demons have won
I cant see, I cant breath
There is no more sun.

I'm dying inside
No one to save my soul
Abandonment sets in
Never again to feel whole.

I'm dead
Yet here I remain
Unable to be free
Destined to live this nightmare all over again.

The love has vanished
Did it ever exsist?
I ask myself
As I bring the blade to my wrist.

Everythings closing in
Nothing left to be held
I'm dying alone
Nothing left to be felt.