Please forgive me

Please forgive me god
for the stuff Ive done
I'm sick of always losing
but yet everyone has won

please forgive me god
for saying things i didn't mean
I'm sick of stressing out
and always being in between

please forgive me god
for wanting to care
I'm sick of this bull
not going anywhere

please forgive me god
yes i have sinned every day
I'm sick of depending on drugs
just to make the pain go away

please forgive me god
for the bad person that i am
I'm sick of being lonely
and no one giving a damn

please forgive me god
for not being myself
all i want in life
is just a little help