Two and a half years ago you went away
Not just on a trip
You left for good
Why you did it im not sure
I remember it hurt so bad
Like I myself had been shot
I thought I had let go by now
I thought i had forgven you
"Life got too hard for him," I'd say
But my forgiveness I cannot find
I'm still friends with your family
But it will never be the same
I saw your little girl the other day
She must be almost 3 by now
She has grown so much
And she knows who you were
This is the thing that hurts the most
She misses you and needs you more
Than I or anyone else
How could you choose to end it all
You always told me "Dont sweat the small stuff"
Now I feel as though everything is huge not small
I feel so much anger and resentment towards you
But i think now its time for me to forgive
Time for me to let you go
Dont feel guilty
you are somewhere better
I know.
**he was a great friend and i am not as angry with him as i was, but i do miss him a great deal each day. RIP Dana W.**
