Rusted hope

Thoughts of you bring nightmares
horrors in my sleep
memories are now my greatest fears
sanity i cannot keep

my many cuts made bloodfilled streams
the depression, too strong to cope
my faith has become unfaithful
i have nothing but rusted hope

i've lost my reason for living
i've lost my will to redeem
i've lost my faith in everything
i've lost my hopes and dreams