Hey,
I wish that you would of cared so i wouldn't be this way.
I wish that you could of been there for me
But yet,
Feels like wishing does nothing and when I wish you do the opposite.
Seems like your doing better without me as your follower.
Seems like you have more friends now with out me while you left me in the cold.
I thought that we should try to be friends but you don't care,
you don't try,
So why am i trying when your not?
So if you look at yourself or as I see you,
Your doing better,
Without me
Without my nagging of how a bad friend you are
But I only nagged to tell you how to be a good friend before you make one.
If I look at myself or if i look in the mirror,
I would find myself as a nobody
With no one by my side
Alone and lost in shadow
I reached out to you and deep within myself called out to and asked for your help but you were to deaf to hear my cries
You were my best and only friend,
did you know that?
Did you feel of how bad the pain was between me and my ex?
No you don't
Did you try to help me when I called you when I was sick and felt alone,needed someone to talk to?
No,you didn't want to talk to me for some reason or just wanted to leave me in the cold
Well I'm in the cold now.
I'm freezing cold
Trying to warm myself up
But feeling no warmth that is around me
But now it feels like i'm freezing to death by problems freezing me more and more and soon..
i'll break
but you could of gave me a warm blanket to be nice and warm once again but you had to use it for urself and left me here to freeze..
