Whats happening

As I stood there,
my sorrowed fell eyes watched,
As the darkness took over my body,
You stood there as I was on my knees dieing,
Crying for you to help me but you just walked away
as you walked away, you faded from my memories,
As the darkness came inside I started to fear,
Of who I was becoming,
I Fear that am losing
The struggle within
I can no longer restrain it that
I had to give in that you gone and there no way of getting you back