Pain inside me

I can't believe this pain your putting me through,
All I wanted was to be with you.
You used to tell me how much you loved me,
But now i see its no longer true.
You might be sorry that you hurt me,
but sorry wont help me pull through.
I feel like i\\\'m dying inside,
Now i want you to stay out of my sight.
so as i take this knife and start cutting my arms,
I think of you and how your the one who brought me to do harm.
one more cut and thats it,
but remember your the one who made me do it.