The blooding of a vampire

My humanness has scampered away like a frightened toad,
This knowledge of who i now am plows me, deepens me, pushes me through time,
I know everything,
I know where fox and deer have walked, where turtle crawled where badger crept,
I know the happiness of the hunt, and the sadness of our annihilation,
I am not human,
I am a vampire,
I am my other self,
I will do as my other self commands