Best friends afterall...

Im just sitting,
Waiting,
Wishing...
Hoping its not what I think.
Through thick and thin,
With our without,
You were always there.
But have things been more lacking?
Am I too blind to see
What's really going on behind those misty eyes.
Am I breaking my promise?
Am I not giving my all?
Is all I have to to say is
"I tried"?
No,
It can't be,
It won't be.
I promise to give it my all.
What I said was true,
I will do my best.
We are best friends, afterall...