No, I did not lie,
Tell me honestly, did I?
Hmm, yea I was on denial,
But when you asked, I did not hide it.
I always told you I hate the games,
And when I'm wrong I'll take blame.
Yet I must admit it was not right,
To hide the truth is like a lie,
I guess I shouldn't have tried to pay you back,
I should have simply taken the check,
You were mad and so was I,
But errors can't be quite justified,
I can keep explaining my reasons again and again,
But it's still unjust in the end,
I was wrong and I admit it,
But if you accuse me, then only for what I did!
Don't call me names, you don't know me at all,
Why don't you ride about all your faults,
Didn't you start to plot and scheme,
Trying to kill my self-esteem?
I know it's senseless, you just can't see
That you also play a part in this tragedy
You started the script I added in,
And it's also you who wrote the end,
I am not trying to claim innocence,
But I played the role you forced me in,
And after all, who you think had lost more,
Was it you who got scraped to the core?
Was it your flesh, your body, your conscience, your soul?
I don't want sympathy but that you should know!
Have you ever considered how selfish you are?
Trying to cut me cuz you can't deal with your own scar,
You're judging me, judging me for what?
What have I done that you didn't have?
You demanded surrender and I did willingly,
Tell me what have you ever surrendered to me?
