I paid for

Today I talked to God again,
And like so many times before I asked him,
To mend my broken heart once more,
To ease the pain and heal the sore,
But like always silence only replied
And solely emptiness filled my mind,
God is almighty I've been told,
But why can't he help me free my soul?
I have been wandering back and forth in time,
To find out and atone all my crimes,
Every broken heart on me,
I will pay for dutyfully,
But God I can't bear one heart more,
And this one was not all my fault,
Spare it to me, set me free,
This time the blame is not on me.