You are not trying
To fill this empty space
of losses and unfulfilled dreams
And it's okay.
You don't want to hear
about my confusing thoughts,
Nor my endless family issues
It's too hard for you to bear
I understand
for sometimes I can't even stand
all the madness in my life
But I try, I really try...
I even try hard to deal with you,
To be patient although I feel,
You are just another mistake
I am about to make,
Another painful memory,
That will be sealed inside of me,
For hoping you could be
A safe shelter for me
I will probably pay
But you know...it's okay
