Can I guess, that your about 22 yrs old. I felt the same way back then. It gets better. And feel that whole poem, bloodline... Yea that esspecially. Good stuff. And no, It wont last forever;)

This is great
"The time of isolation has come upon me.
I don't know how long it will last.
The darkness obstructs me so that I cannot see.
I must do what I am meant to do which is relive the past"
^^^^fav. part
keep up this wonderful work
;)