With everyday that goes by
i try to make the most of it
and i try to be happy.
Since you have been gone
i feel so empty,
and i hate every minute that goes by because you are not here.
With everyday that goes by
i think back on all the good times
and i ignore the bad times.
i try to act as though I\'m not hurting
when really I\'m dying inside.
With everyday that goes by
i hide my true feelings
and i wont let my self cry.
Not because i don\'t miss you
But, because i have to be strong.
With everyday that goes by
i wish you were here,
to make me smile,
to pick me up when people bring me down,
to talk to me in the middle of the night,
when i cant fall asleep,
to lend me your shoulder to lean on,
when i feel as though i hate life and i wont make it.
With everyday that goes by
i pray everyday and night,
i can only see you in pictures and in my dreams.
i cant feel your comfort
because you are not here.
you are in heaven
you are in the safe hands of the lord,
and he is taking care of you.
he is taking all the pain away that you had to suffer from,
and all the hurt your family is feeling.
he is mending your sister memory so she will forget what she had to see.
The lord is helping everyone recover.
With everyday that goes by
there is not a minute i don\'t think of you,
i don\'t miss you,
i don\'t wish you could be by my side
and i don\'t cry.
~ i miss you and love you~
R.I.P My love