Not in A Million Years

I never would have known
He would do me this way
I thought i was doing wrong
But it was going both ways
I was so stupid
To blind to see
That he was not only convincing
But he was using me
In my eyes he was perfect
Didn't make many mistakes
I believed his every word
In my heart i let him stay
It took common sense
For me to see the light
That he was really cheating on me
And the whole time i thought he was Mr. Right
I made mistakes myself, but still i didn't cheat
I knew i was wrong
And that hunted me
But nothing can compare to the hurtness i felt
When i found out the one i loved cheated on me
And the only thing i did was not tell the truth
Than one day i had no choice but to
Not only was that the worse day of my life
But it lead my relationship into something that wasn't right
And now...
Our relationship is lost
Never once in a million years
I thought that this would happen
And it only brought me many tears
A broken heart
And unhappiness
I'm so sorry
I still love you
But now i see that out love couldn't be true
And inside of me
My heart will hold you
Always and forever
I will love you