Pain

The soft eyes of a loved one
i will never see again
the touch of a person
i banish from myself
looking at the rocks
the ones who will take my life
i realize i was not
i wasted my time and now it is gone
the time that holds my body to age
a young girl i am
scared to by touched again i am
i scream it out at the cliff
i fear i will feel on the rocks
but i tell myself that this is my idea
i jump into darkness, the unknown
i see a girl watching her parents
they fight until her father takes a gun
then i see a teenage girl
her eyes are misty ad her face streaked with tears
she sits there watching her best friend and boyfriend
then i see myself falling into my early death
i try to wake from this nightmare
but i can not
i die once on earth
but i am to die again and again in flames