Love is hard to get

I see you from afar
loving and cherishing you
this love that i have
i can not get close
i have nothing to say
nothing to do so i can get to you
you loved my sister
i do not know if you still do
for i shall not know
you keep your feelings inside
feelings run up all over me
anger, and sadness
this anger for i do not have
the chance to talk to you
and sadness because i don't have a chance on you
you are much of a different person
than i am
you may be two years older than me but it not matters to me
for in love nothing matter
but this love i have
this forbidden love i have
yet i desire it
from you
i not know what you wish or think
but i have yet to know until the
year is over in June
i want to know all bout you
for it may take a long time
i will love you from afar
where i can not be with you
even tho you are just right next to me, you are kind to me
but what you the one i love desire
is my sister
tears swelling up in my eyes and running down my cheeks
for i will wait until i die
from afar