If only you could see
so deep inside my heart
where my happy, little world
was crushed and torn apart
how i long to hold you close
and show you how i loved you
feel your heartbeat near
and know you loved me too.
If only you could see
the ashes that are me
and how much pain can last
for all eternity
but i'll hide the pain away
cuz i cant let you know
how i miss you far too much
and im dying way too slow
If only you could see
the darkness deep inside
to hide all of the hurt
how many times ive lied
to keep it buried deep
in the recesses of my mind
to shove it all away
for noone else to find
If only you could see
the sorrow in my blood
when pain becomes torture
it all comes in a flood
my tears wont take you with them
nor will the blood ive shed
i pray that you are happy
as i lay here in my bed
