I lied and cried there for a while

I lied there for a while trying to forget your smile...
Like it was just too much for you to fall in love..
But I put in the hard work, and you're the one who made me hurt..
Life is just too unfair and I'm surprised I'm still standing here...
I really tried to go to sleep but I couldn't cos I felt so beat...
You fractured my soul that day and that fracture won't go away.
I still remember your voice and how I had no choice....
God I was so naive and you were the one I believed...
I lied there in my bed trying to dry the tears I shed...
But I couldn't forget your smile....so I died for a while....
And I lied and cried there for a while