I lay my life down for you
Just so you can see what I've been through
I live each day like no big deal
Just because I cant tell you how I feel.
I laugh. But truthfully I cry even more.
But you'll never know, I think that's for sure.
I ripped up the paper, with your name written every which way
Just because, the emotions are way too hard to explain
I'd say that I hate you, but I can't let myself lie.
You just go on with your life; I don't think you understand why.
Why I can't take it, and accept I made a mistake
So don't believe me, when I say that I'm okay.
I've crossed my fingers, and tossed a coin or two
But no matter how hard I try, I got anything but you.
So next time I look up, and see a shooting star
I won't hold back, I'll wish for what's in my heart.
But I know it'll take a miracle not just a dream come true.
Because I had a couple of wishes, and I wasted them on you
