I can\'t belive what has happen cause deep inside I am deeply sadden and
cause of this pain I can no longer smile for what I have lost will keep
me down for awile. Its like time is flyin anthor minute anthor hour
anthor day and still I can\'t find the right words to say man I\'m at a
loss man its hard to hold head up when all u wanna do is stay inside
and
go to bed. I can\'t belive how this shit turned out cause once so
perfect is now the birden of my day and keeps me from sayin what I have
to say cause what once felt like a dream feels like it is no longer
nothin cause of that it feels like we should part but its hard cause u
have my heart an idk were to go from hear cause I don\'t wanna live 10
years and then think back and wonder if cause that\'s not a feelin I
want
to feel. I don\'t no why simple questions have complicated answers man
I\'m juss so hurt that I\'m done tryin.
