Darkness Calls

I can see the near damnation of my future.
I can see the role of fate as I whisper ta her.
I know that my selfish sacrifice is the reason
I am ta be executed in the Court of Love for treason.

I have become a creature of great monstrosity;
I have destroyed myself in the man made entity.
I sold myself and I wear this mark;
I lost my soul and eliminated my hear.

My actions I claimed for her, but were in self pity.
By these alone I killed all who cared and all now hate me.
I became my own monopolizing dictator,
No longer does it matter what my intentions were for.

The heads I display now as my only souvenir
Of all I loved and the ones I held near.
I scarred myself by their deaths, like fire.
I denied them all and became the biggest liar.

I can't leave the choices I made, nor can I say goodbye.
The only forgottence is ta shoot up and get high.
I destroy the world just ta prove my ranks in this army
And forever will I be haunted by the pain placed on thee.

This increasing ringing of the words that are now echoing.
Twisted and tormented is the life I lead. Soon coming, the end has begun.
Ta end it all it only takes one shot ta the head.
Only one shot, bang bang, and I'm dead.