Admire

Amidst all the pain I abide,
Longing to leave, longing to die.
The back of my mind set aside,
All my thoughts of suicide.

Alone, I shall not never go,
With me others come, I know!
Depression is the side I show,
But no one even cares so.

Angered, by the wayside left.
Titles adorn me, calling theft.
Breathing still, but out of breath.
This ringing grows ever stiff.

Admiration to the one, oh liar,
Who set out to destroy desire.
Though even still I do admire
The one who left me in this fire.