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Today I cried more than Ive cried in a long time, yet the person who made me cry, made smile very quickly. i just wish this stuff would stop happening. I\\\'m tired of hurting and hurting my baby. i love him more than anyone, even him, can understand. i wish i could say something other than \\\"I LOVE YOU\\\" because EVERYONE says that. i wanna be original. i just wish i was that creative. i know he loves me more than anything, i just wish that he could that i love him even more than that. no matter what do, say, think or go through with, that he is still my everything. he is my entire world. i wish i could die for him. i know were meant to be together. i just wish he could see that. ALSO, i wish he could see that i mean everything I\\\'m saying. it\\\'s all true. i have never meant anything more than this in my ENTIRE life. Ive said stuff to people, made promises to yet he is the ONLY one Ive kept hem for. i wish he could see that I\\\'m changing and that things are gonna be good for now on. no more fighting, breaking up, or anything bad. i love him so much. i have no doubt in my mind what i want: i wanna marry him on our two year anniversary. i want him to be my one and only, which he is because every time we break up i could EASILY move on to a different guy or mess around with another guy, but i dint because its wrong and because i don\\\'t want anyone other than him. i want him to realize that he is my true love. i love him so much. i hope we work things out.
i miss you baby...ill wait for you til the end of time...I\\\'m sorry.
