I feel so lost right now, like I've been wandering for years.
I can't really explain how I feel right now.
I imagine myself, curled up in the corner becuase of fear.
I whisper the question over and over to myself... How?
How did my life end up taking this particular path?
How did my family get torn apart by little things?
How do people have the heart to give me their wrath?
How did my heart resonate but not ring?
As I asked myself those questions
I soon realized that they brought upon more
It seemed as though it was an infection
A pathway.. leading to a tightly closed door
Who was it that had influenced me this way?
Who in my life can I truly trust?
Who would hold me when my heart's in dismay?
Who would I die for if I must?
It would seem as though I'm going crazy
Maybe it's just how I deal with my life
When I feel as though everything is hazy
And wish things were as clear, as the reflection of a knife
When in life will I finaly realize the truth?
When in time will it be perfect for me?
When will my heart truly obtain ruth?
When will I truly open my eyes and see?
My heart starts beating slow
I feel the gravity of it all coming down
I'm losing track of the flow
My heart is like a deserted ghost town
Where is the one who will make me whole?
Where is the point of no return?
Where is my diamond in this lump of coal?
Where is the place that I truly yearn?
Reality is no longer something I can grasp
Grasping reality is like grasping sand
I no longer breathe, I just rasp
I feel like I'm no longer part of this land
What at this point make me truly happy?
What is it that I did to deserve this?
What would I do without you...?
[c] Vince Ly .
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