Once .

I've tried so hard to get over you,
Since I have no right to say this.
But I still find myself longing,
For just one more kiss.

When I'm listening to the radio,
And our song starts to play.
I shove away the memories,
That still have so much to say.

When I'm passing by at school,
And I hear your voice speak.
I run off away from it,
Before my knees grow weak.

When I hear people talk,
About how you still feel for me.
I ignore the tugging of my heart,
As it tries to speak to me.

When I stay up looking at the stars,
And they're shining through the night.
I cry to my heart's content,
At an attempt to find some light.

When I'm ignoring your existence,
And I manage to sneak a glance.
My tear ducts begin to squeeze,
As your eyes beg a second chance.

When I lie awake in bed,
And I'm telling myself I'm fine.
I can't help but hate myself,
Knowing that you were once mine.

And I continue telling myself,
That everything's gonna be okay.
But I know deep down insde,
That it's not what I'm supposed to say.

Really, I still wish for you,
But why I ran; you'll never know.
Just keep in mind right now,
That I once loved you so.
[c] 2O07 Mindy Huang