For-Never

You took the best parts of me and now they're gone,
I can't pretend I don't care that you so easily moved on.
I guess I couldn't measure up to what you wanted in me,
I'm guess I'm just not good enough for us to be.

I know you're not going to come back again,
Somehow I have to learn to deal with just being friends.
I just miss you so much; I miss the feelings I had,
But now I've been left alone, and it's just so sad.

I completely hate myself for losing you,
If I could I'd restart time, and I would do-
Anything in my power to get you to just see,
That I love you, and just wish you still loved me.

I think about the past from dusk 'til dawn,
As tears fall down, I just can't believe you're gone.
I didn't really believe when you said the word forever,
I wish it were true, but I guess we'll be together for-never.

I know you're not going to give me another chance,
We've been through so much and kept our weak stance.
I just wish that I wasn't such an idiot for not being right,
As I scream into my pillow all night...every night.

I hate myself just so much for losing you,
Man there is nothing that I wouldn't do-
To get you back. And for you to just see.
That I love you..but I guess you're over me.

~*Who Cares?*~
yeah. still in the self-pity session of life. i should hopefully get over it soon lol. um yeah. i think its pretty much true. maybe not 100 idk i dun feel like re-reading it. anyway please r/r/c