U did this, u pushed me away

U pushed me away,
u did this!
there was a time when i would have sold out for u,
there was a time when u were all i could think about,
dream about,
u were all i wanted;
but u ended that real quick!
u pushed me away,
but through all that i may have found what i was looking for.
it was through that, that i was guided toward her.

finally, a girl who appreciates me,
a girl who knows i am a good catch and wants to keep me,
a girl who will put as much into this as i will.
i am sorry if this hurts u,
but i may finally have a chance to be happy,
finally a chance to end all this suffering,
to end all this anguish.
u did this, u pushed me away