Cat and Mouse (part 2)

I noticed the crucifix on the wall.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me?'

I didn't see him for the rest of the week
And when I did the rushed into my arms,
Eyes brimming with tears,
Tears overflowing.

I noticed the marks on his wrists.

'Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me?'

He is forbidden to see me again.

'She said it was your fault' he said
noticing my glance.
'That I had been a good child before you came along.'
'But I've been here with you forever!
Childhood friends'

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

Our relationship has finally come to light
For all the world to see.
But if this is what light feels like I want the dark!
As long as I have my boy friend I don't mind if we are standing in a bright room,
Or a closet.

I feel his pain.

No matter what I do,
No matter how long I wait outside his window,
I am forbidden to see him again.

'Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me?'

Am I supposed to be happy with the memories?

His mother come outside and tells me to go home
Or she will call the cops.

I leave with one single, last glance at his window,
He is standing there,
He presses his lips to the glass,
I love you he mouths.

'Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me?'

I saw him around school in the weeks that past.
He didn't come near me
But I noticed the longing looks.

Surely she wouldn't know?
We could keep it a secret,
We could hide it
But it would come out again
And he would be sent away,
I read in a book about a rehab place where they sent people like us.

He could be sent to boarding school.

I couldn't survive without seeing him.
'Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me?'

Then one day he didn't come to school.
I went to search for him,
At his house.
His mother screamed at me,
This was all my fault!
If I hadn't used him
And played with his emotions,
I didn't understand.

Until she told me she didn't have time for scum like me
She had to go to the hospital.

'Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me?
You must live for me too'...
For me too...yeah, yeah?
You said that you would die for me?'
He tried to die for me.

He was in a coma
And wouldn't wake up.

Everyone looks at me with pity, hate or disgust.
I drove him to this.
If I hadn't fallen for him.

So I wrote this for him.
I\'m not satisfied with where I am in life,
But I have hope for our future.