It's not a poem but a letter

Sheldon,
I'm not writing this to you to guilt you into loving me again or to make you feel sorry, I'm writing this to let you know I'll be ok. I've thrown up a few times, cried myself to sleep, cut myself, and so much more. But I want you to know I'll be alright in the end. It might take awhile but I promise I'll get through this. With or without you I'll make it. You will always have a piece of my heart and I know without a doubt you were my first love. I hope you still think about me every now and then and I hope you feel you made the right decision. If you wouldn't have broken up with me I would have broken up with you. Yeah, it really sucks but I guess we both knew it was coming. I know I said I was going to be with you forever but in the back of my mind I knew it wasn't going to happen and I really didn't want to lie to you or myself, but I kept hoping that maybe this one might last. To tell you the truth it lasted a lot longer than I thought it would. Thank you for making me realize that if I make someone my everything I better make sure they're worth it because once they're gone I have nothing. And right now I really have nothing...But someday I'll regain my strength, be able to stand by myself, and maybe then I'll be able to find someone that can make me smile like you did. Just know I'll always love you with everything I have. Don't forget about me...

-Zoe-
PS. I'm really going to miss you
And I hope thoughts of me come your way
But let me promise you this:
I'll be alright someday...