I walk you to the door
Preparing to end another day
With nothing odd or new to display
I hold you in my arms
Just like I always do
But something just isnt right
Something just isnt the same
I Cant feel your warmth
Or the love that calmed so perfectly
Your blood feels cold, your heart so dreadfully silent
Your eyes just arent the same
It's like youve changed, from Perfect to Partial
You stand before me,but somethings wrong, your really gone I know
Your face is pale, no expressions to clarify
Am i Asleep or am i awake?
Because this world just seems too bland
Your face is pale, no expressions to clarify
Why you seem so far away
Could it all have been just a cover up?
Was the lively girl I loved so dearly just a fake?
Was it all just a deceptive plan to bring me down?
To rip my heart in half, and leave it begging to be whole?
I plead for this not to be true
How could it be, when not so long ago, we were kissing in the rain?
I close my eyes, and hold you tight
And that is when I realized
This love is one sided, im only grasping air
I open my eyes, and look around my room
Im still lying here alone, it was just a dream
I breathe a sigh of relief, a grateful thanks for the familiarly
And thats is when I see
The outline of a figure with something grasped in its arms
Who are you I ask unto the darkness
Even with the question asked, I truly knew
The enchanting eyes, and the long black hair give it away
So through the doubt she came back, denying my truth
Maybe she cares after all
But then I see clenched in her arms, a half of a heart broken and frayed
Abandoned and forgotten, alone and afraid.
So thats how it ends, with my heart broken in two.
Even with the pain your absence caused, you will always have one.
That is the reason, Ive never felt whole.
I was missing you
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Ok I wrote this around the beginning of 9th grade, so dont think its recent. It has nothin to do with anything that has happened recently.
