Walking around, facing the world
Smiling, laughing, singing
Everyone looks
Everyone thinks they see
A girl over there
Happy as can be
But if you really looked
You'd know
That's not really me
Inside I'm still hurting
Confused and not understanding
Lost and alone
But you can't see that
I hide it here
Behind myself
Because if I let it out
You'd all scream and shout
"He wasn't worth it"
"It wasn't even for that long"
But whatever you think
I still stuck here
Driving around in circles
I can't move on
And I don't know why
But the fact is
I'm not over him
And I can't let anyone else in
I see him
All I want to do is talk
Hug, laugh, kiss
Smile or wave
But I can't
Because if I dare let myself
There's no turning back
So you see this shell
Disguise on me
Hiding my thoughts
What I want it to be
Because there's nothing I can do
I'm not over you
