Are you sure there is only one girl out here for you?

Bitting my lip, my body going numb. Thinking bad thoughts wishing there was none. Hoping you wont do what I am picturing in my mind, and if you do it, it will be hard to leave behind. I will also have to leave you which will leave a wound in my hear. Which will never heal. Which will leave me with the thought that you weren't even real. I will always feel the pain every day of my life, and will look back, and see that you weren't Mr. right.