I Hate That I Still Want You

I hate that I can't sleep at night because of you.
I hate that I can't forget memories of us no matter what I do.
I hate that I still look for you in the halls even though I know you won't be there.
I hate how I think of you every day and everywhere.
I hate how I can still feel your arms around me.
I hate how when I listen to love songs, you're all I see.
I hate how I can still feel your hand in mine.
I hate that without me, you're doing just fine.
I hate how I remember looking into your eyes.
I hate how without you my heart almost dies.
I hate how I can't get over you and move on alone.
I hate how I still have your number programmed in my phone.
I hate that I compare every guy to you.
I hate that I can't take down our pictures too.
I hate that you have someone new to love and care for.
I hate that you're not by my side anymore.
I hate how I say I don't like you because it's not true.
Most of all I hate how I'll always miss you.