The Demon Inside

This demon inside is controlling my mind,
Controlling what I say, and do with my time.
The only thing keeping my feet on the ground,
Is the dream in my heart that I still haven't found.

The demon inside never seems to go away,
Controlling my nights, controlling the day.
Never giving me a break to be what I was,
But it just won't let me out of its clutches.

The demon inside of me won't let go,
But won't let anyone see it, no one knows.
If I were to just be allowed a one-day break,
Maybe this demon would no re-awake.

The demon inside won't lose its control,
The battles inside continue to take its toll.
Someday I hope these meds will kick in,
And I can be normal and have my new life begin.

~*Who Cares?*~
yeah. my friend and me were talking. he said i was weird because i cant even talk on the phone. i cant help that im such a freak. it gets me so mad sometimes. i needed to vent. i know it sucks. please r/r/c