Depression thoughts 2

The lightness of my day
seems to be fading away
as i lose sight of my hopes
my minds focused on the ropes

i continue to lie with a smile
as my heart ponders in denial
broken and shattered with pain
when the cheating became a strain

i create a safe haven for my mind
hiding from my life i try not to find
wishing i was a happy soul
not losing myself in a dark hole

I'm so busy running away from strife
that Ive forgotten smiles in my life
so take me away from here i plea
take me some were i want to be