Why? I'm always the good friend,
I always do the rite thing and make the rite decisions but if I'm always the good friend how come I never feel good inside?
It hurts when you can stop liking someone.
It hurts to like someone who doesn't won't to be with you.
It hurts to lie to your friend to make them happier
It hurts when I cry at night because,
I can't stop thinking of you.
It hurts to know I'll never be with you just because I'm going to move away.
I can't imagine how much I miss something that's not there?
I can't be the person who everyone wants to be like.
I can't be your everything or your memory.
I can't feel what it's like to really be loved.
I don't know what it's like to be loved.
I don't know how to be the #1 friend.
I don't know how to be me?
I can't feel the way everyone else feels or be the one for you.
I'm not everyone's fool.
I'm not everyone's friend.
Sometimes I don't even make sense.
I run in the rain not because it makes me happy but,
because it makes me sad.
I'm not Gothic or just a loser,
I'm me,
I'm just me and I can't be
someone els
