Getting Over You

It's so hard getting over you.
Every time I see you my heart skips.
But the skips hurt now.
Every time I smell your cologne I look for you.
That's your smell, I associate it with you.
I have dreams about you.
There's the dreams where it's just the two of us and all we do is talk and share with each other.
Then there's the ones where you ignore me completely and it hurts.
I refrain from writing notes to you because you haven't given me a straight answer.
It was nice knowing that you could read what I had to say.
Not anymore though.
I've picked up a diary and keep my thoughts in that.
The only part I still have of you is in my dreams.